i hate when i can't tell how i feel. nothing has been getting through to me lately, even weird conversations that should mean something. i did find out a piece of information today that kinda made me excited, but even those excited feelings were mixed with a certain uncertainness. yep, i said that. terrence always used to get mad at me for saying "yeah. no. i don't know". fucking story of my life. i can never figure anything out. some day.

in other news, i've started buying clothes at walgreens. and i'm going to las vegas in a month.