not too happy today. oh well, i knew this was coming. losing my job in the next month or 2 will give me a chance to rethink what i want to do with my life and where i want to live, etc. getting unemployment would be nice, though not sure if it's enough for me to live on. sorta regretting buying a new computer and a plane ticket to new york, but, too late now. i guess i'm not too worried. i almost feel good in a way, but, shitty in another? yeah.