xmas is over. this is good news. i had a weird one. sitting in an apartment with 3 dudes for a few days. i had fun, but there was an underlying unhappiness for me. i got pissed off a few times and yelled a bit. i don't know, better than sitting at home alone like i usually do on that day. it's weird how much i've substituted friends for family up here, having lived here for over 6 years now, i guess it's easy to do.

i came home today inspired to clean my room and get rid of stuff, start 2008 out right. i feel really good about it. my room looks fucking great, almost like no one even lives in here. i've realized stuff is just stuff and who cares anyways, i don't need most of it. i spent almost 4 hours on this project.

what else...i guess that's about it. this year sucked. hopefully the next one will be better. i guess that's really up to me. wish me luck.