correction: buford is in the hospital.

this really sucks.

so, i thought buford was missing, but he was actually hiding in a corner of the living room. he was completely lifeless, i picked him up and thought maybe he was dead for a second. i put him on the floor, he totally couldn't walk, he just stumbled around. then he went back to the spot he was at before. i freaked out, spent about half an hour crying and trying to figure out what to do. picked him up again, same thing happened. called jesse, he went with me to pets unlimited. thanks dude.

he had a really low temprature (i don't think i spelled that right) so they put him on a heating pad right away. they took some tests and told me that he was very close to death. something about kidney failure, hes anemic and dehydrated, i guess he had no liquids in his bladder at all, so they couldn't test that, or something. i couldn't really follow the whole thing cause i was really just freaking out and thinking about the poor little dude. i had 2 options about what to do with him. i tried geting ahold of terrence, no luck.

i really don't know what to do. i am so upset. poor bufey. oh man, this is just bad. he's spending the night there tonight, they are trying to get him hydrated. they said if i took him home, there was no chance of him making it. but at that point, obviously taking him home was not one of the options. so he is there. waiting to hear back from terrence, why the hell did he have to go to europe? i really don't want this to be my choice, but basically, by him staying at the vet tonight, i've already committed a good chunk of money to it. luckily i just happen to have a spare $500 to put down as a deposit. fuck. i guess i'm glad i didn't wait until tomorrow morning to take him to the vet, i was considering doing that. but i guess he would not have made it until then.

well, i guess that's about it. i think i am getting sick on top of everything else. or maybe it's just all the crying, i don't know. i need to go to sleep.