There is so much I want to say, and nowhere to say it. Oh well.

I came home from work and cooked a steak, then I eated it, but couldn't finish it cause it was big. Buford loves steak, it was so cute. A steak eating cat is my kinda dude.

What to do tonight...there are a few options. And then there's always staying home, but shit, it's Friday night and I got paid today. I should ride my bike. I wish so many things right now...

I hope I don't have another freak out soon, I have a lot of pent up frustration. Maybe I should just stay home, but I feel like I need to be around people, preferably positive ones.