I just made a stupid post, but I deleted it. I have been having this problem a lot lately, wanting to say things, but it just never looks right when I type it all out. I'm thinking about all kinds of cool stuff right now. I've been happy for one week and 2 days now. Don't ask me why I am keeping track, all I know is that it's been consistent. Even Terrence telling me that he is seeing some chick and I have to be nice to her, that didn't upset me. I said hi to her last night, that's nice, right? Doesn't matter, I don't want to be with him and he might as well be with someone super hot, I guess. Unrelated to this, I stopped myself from doing something really stupid last night, I have been getting way better with drunken judgement. I am proud of myself. Keep up the good work! Great work even!