I'm waiting for my laundry to dry, cause I can't go to bed until it's done. I am a poor planner that way sometimes. I'm fucking exhausted. Yesterday I didn't drink and only smoked one cigarette. I woke up this morning feeling like absolute shit. My neck hurts really bad, I thought I did something to it, but now I realize my glands are swollen or something.

My life has been full of amazing revelations lately. The one I had the other day really caught me off guard and made me feel happy and sad at the same time. Someday I will tell you what it is, after I figure out what exactly is going on with it.

I stayed in last night and tonight, I like it. The next time I go out, it's not going to be going to Pop's. Cause I go there and I can't leave, even if I go there at 4pm, I'm still there til past 2am. Wow. That makes me feel really weird. Sometimes I am just so in love with my friends that I don't want to ever leave, cause there is always someone there that I want to hang out with.

Yes, lately I have decided that everyone in my life is fucking rad and I love them to death. I think before I really took friends for granted, on accident. Getting older makes me realize just how fucking rad some people are. If I had tons of money, I would buy you whatever you wanted. But...I don't have tons of money, so let me buy you a drink or two or ten.