I had a weird night last night. I've been having a weird life lately I guess. But last night was pretty fucked up. Last night I thought maybe I was overreacting and being dramatic, but I still feel really upset this morning, so I guess I am justified in being really upset and shaken up. Fuck that. It sucks knowing someone for so long and them going completely insane. Apparently the reason for it all is because I am the most amazing girl ever and he cannot get over me. It's been a few years. And I don't really think I'm anything out of the ordinary, as far as like relationships go, I think I am just so so. Nothing to get so bent out of shape about. I really should have called the cops. But I don't want to fuck up his life, cause apparently I already have.

I still stand by the fact that my friends fucking rule. I just downloaded "Since you've been gone", so deal with it.