Another 10 hour day at work, goodbye vacation. I was feeling so great earlier and now I feel like shit, emotionally. I feel like I am struggling with life at the moment, and I try to ignore it and then it really hits me hard from time to time. I saw something on the internet that really bummed me out and I tried to forget about it, then I just went and looked again and it was still there and now I'm bummed all over again. I mean, it's a stupid thing, but I feel like there is a big significance attached to it. And I would feel stupid if I brought it up to the person.
Maybe it's just that I have had a long day and I need to eat, but I am not hungry, due to feeling distressed. Maybe I am letting other peoples problems affect me too much. Maybe I just need someone to talk to, but I feel like that's all I ever do, talk about my stupid life and it doesn't bring me any satisfaction anymore.